Dear diary,
So yup, i changed the layout. i like the pink and stuff. I don't really understand why there is a gun on there because it's so violent-looking. but whatever, i like the lyrics and stuff.
early dimissal today in school, THANK GOD. schoolwork has been nothing but hell and toture for me, so having a early "time off" should do it. the class were much shorter and the dumb teachers did even LESS talking. now you can say that I was happy.
i'm still overly confused with my crush nelson from school. why the hell do i even like him? he goofs on in class like every fucking day and never really does his work. and then that's when i think of the negative stuff about him. i think what made him attracted to me in the first place was his personality. but that was like last year 1st semester. I always used to say "hi" to him whenever i saw him around and stuff. but i don't really do it anymore. i guess because i'm shy and my heart beats a mile a minute everytime he's near. eventually i will get over him and move on. life has so much to offer.
YES. I'm going to the movies with my 2 friends Trishanne and Nicole this saturday. we are going to see the "Ring Two" and it looks scary. i love seeing horror flicks with my friends rather than being by myself, it's more fun and we can be scared together lol. tomorrow i'm going over Nicole house for the weekend because my mom is going to Pennsylvania for a trip. so like tomorrow i have to bring my clothes and pajamas to school and take the bus with my pal Nicole. I can't wait to get out of this stupid house!
ALSO CAN'T WAIT FOR....ALLOWANCE. Yes babes, Candice is getting the dough. I've been doing chores, i started last week and have been following the schedule. i don't know how much i'm getting but i do want to save my money and buy something swell. my mom is giving me my allowance tomorrow because she won't be in town on Saturday. but i now feel independent and the power to have my own money.
since because of early dimissal today from school because we have clubs. I'm in art club but i skipped it. hmmmmmm, doesn't really sound like candice for doing something horrid like that. but yes, i skipped the stupid club and hung out in the bathroom fixing my hair and lipgloss. I've noticed that i'm changing alot. before i never used to wear makeup like i do now. my mom tells me the same thing "you're getting older and your mind is changing on certain things". and she's damn right! I'm obsessed with clothes and boys. i've been kind of "stressed" out about my grades and if people like me or not. alot has been going on in my life lately. but i'm trying hard and working my way through it. Or so they say....
Ms. Peck my humanities teacher (english) needs to be more fucking stern with her attitude. my classmates treat her as if she's a fucking subsitute! and she's not! She's always "sugar coating" situations and that's why no one ever listens to her. she needs to step it up and MAKE those non-listening-bastards take her directions. but they do what "they" want to do. i'm at school for a fucking education.
well, that's mainly it for today. my weekend looks quite ravishing and my crush at school is on hiatus. so things are going to be cool for now.
off to surf the web. later babes.
LoVe,
*Candy