Dear Diary,
hello. so yea i had early dismissal today from school because of the nasty snow storm. and i'm at the library with my friend nicole. i just thought i needed a to make a update since i haven't for awhile.
anywho, nothing is going great with my crush nelson from school. i don't really say "hi" to him like i used to, let alone the fact that he never really talks to me. ugh it sucks! I like him alot but i guess i should just move on and see if the next "prince charming" comes right? wrong. i feel confused for the most part because chances he DOESN'T like me. and i need to get it through my little head. my dream is for him to ask me to prom for junior year 2006. but who knows? maybe he won't go to prom. but if he doesn't (chances are duh!)i'll go with my friends. love is soooo complicated!! I hate boys!! lol. But i guess i just need to be patient and wait for the right boy to come my way.
What I really need to do is focus more on my homework/classwork in school. My mind has been on nothing but my hair, crushes, friends, peer pressure, sex, makeup, clothes, my future, graduating, boyfriend (coming soon lol) and constantly going to the movies every saturday with my friends!. I haven't really been on my schoolwork lately. I must admit my grades are bad. I have a C in health, D in biology, and 2 F's in my other 2 classes. not going great. parent teacher conferences are tomorrow. but I lied to my mom and told her it was ONLY for freshmen. and i'm a fucking sophmore. we'll see how it turns out.
I have a dentist appointment today at 3:40pm and i need to get off this computer soon and take the city bus home. also when i'm at the dentist i'm going to ask him about the Invisalign braces. because i want to have nice, white, straight teeth this year. i'm getting my teeth cleaned (thank god) and I have been eating nothing but junk food.
I bought a new mascara today, it's Covergirl "Fantastic Lash" and I love it!, also i bought "Curl Booster" spray for my hair if there are days when I feel like having my hair curly or what not. I hope it comes out great.
Lots of people (including me) have the "LiveStrong" bracelts and I'm glad people are supporting the cancer cause. i think the bracelets are a good fucking idea and also the pink breast cancer ones.
my life is nothing but hell, boy madness, sex addiction (when i get older), thinking about fashion, crazy ass makeup, jewelery, sleeping like a mad ass!, not focusing...AND THE LIST GOES ON!!!
Someone please help me!!!
I finally went to Hollister and bought a short sleeved, striped polo shirt. very cute:
but in dark magenta
American Eagle Outfitters i got the best shirt of all!
well that's all for now, i'm off to see the wizard......
LoVe
*Candy