Dear Diary,
Whew!, well I'm back. I was sort of busy preparing myself for school (which is this Wednesday). Yesterday I went school supply shopping. Not BIG just a few things I needed. Such as a "Five Star" 5 subject notebook, 2 plastic pink and purple file folders, dividers, and a butt load of pens. Staples has the best stuff ever, I always go there for my school supplies. And the people there are really friendly. I'm using the same binder as I used for 9th grade. It's "Five Star" and it's in awesome shape (I never used to use it lol). I like the color too, navy blue and it zips. Which is great.
I forgot to mention but last Sunday I saw my *gasp* crush Antwan. He sat 2 seats in front of me with his mom and stepdad. For some odd strange reason he didn't look as cute as I thought he would be. I don't know if it was the air in the room but he looked...different. Plus on top of that homeboy got a GROWTH spurt! lol. He's gotten taller maybe about...5'7 or 5'8. From a far distance he's cute but up close and personal he looks...hmmm...different. Ahhhh the looks of love.
10th grade is going to be nerve wracking for me this year. I promised myself that I'm going to work my ass off this year and get as much good grades as I can. I want to make my mom proud of me, so that she can see her daughter is willing to be responsible and do her work. No slacking whatsoever.
As far as social skills go, whoever I see that is rude to me I'm not going to surround myself with them. Because if I do I will become them and that's not good. I'm not into being "popular" because that's not what highschool is really about. To me it's about education and getting things done. I think that I try my best and work hard. On all my report cards the teachers say I have excellent behavior (so I don't have to worry about that). Math is probably going to be my least favorite subject because first of all it sucks...
I hate dealing with numbers, and division. So just the other day I talked to my mom in private about sending me somewhere that can help me with that. Because I'm not dumb, in math it just drives me insance. There are things I don't understand and there are things that I do understand. I like to review things over so I can get a idea of what the hell I'm doing. But I'm sure I'll do fine and keep on talking about that with my mom.
I even asked my mom if I can do gymnastics this fall. I really want to, being fit is key for me. All the crap, junk food I'm eating is horrible lol. I really like to learn something new. I would like to be flexible and do cool backflips. She told me yes, but she told me to remind her. And of course I will..can't wait! lol
Since at my school we wear uniforms I don't have to worry about fashion as much. But I like the uniform shirts they come in pretty colors like pink, sexy red, blue, purple, and more. And they also have our school logo on some sweatshirts. I really want to do cheerleading but the cheerleader uniforms suck ass, and they don't really do shit lol. So maybe when I'm doing gymnastics and I get to my junior year I'll see what I can do lol.
Well basically this entry was mainly about school and stuff. Ok I'm going to jet off now and eat I'm really hungry.
Love your owner
xoxoCandicexoxo
Oh yea..like the new layout? I did the picture myself. I like it, very simple and calm. Christina Aguilera looks gorgeous.