it was nice having you
6:56 p.m. & she written on 2005-04-20

dear diary,

it's been awhile. nothing much happening. I'm basically getting tired of writing in here because to me, it HAS NO USE. I think Diaryland is old, and was MUCH better last year. considering the fact that people actually read what you had to say.

Now it's boring and gloomy.I don't really read other people's journal because they left theirs hmmmmm, maybe I should do that now?

I've had this diary for a year since May 2003. and i can't waste my time on the internet (well..sometimes i can)but NOT in this diary. it's so crappy and all the good layout designers are gone to "who knows where" while all of us diaryland members are begging for them to come back, sobbing for more good layouts. seriously you guys, we need to grow up some more.

I'm 16 years old, i was 14 when i first started this diary. i'm fucking growing up and changed so much when i was in 8th grade and now i'm a fucking sophmore in highschool! the year goes by so FUCKING fast!! ya know?? I need to move on and be myself and find where i need to go! Diaryland IS NOT ONE OF THEM!! i'm so damn lost that i don't know who i am anymore.

Well my beautiful new home is here, if you want to find me:
http://antwanbabe.bravejournal.com

^I like it there, and i make my own layouts. i do have some haters already but that's not going to stop me.

I'm probably guessing i won't write in here as much (since i'm so damn good at it). so that's going to be the new plan.

toodles diaryland!!!

luv,
your bitch

yesterday |and| today